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Okay, so there's this girl I met in class almost a year ago, we had some connection (I've asked her, she said we did but...) but I played off my feelings for her as a joke in front of her because of natural reflexes from me since I've scared off girls by telling them how I feel (the previous girls I go after were all younger, this girl is older than me, 22 years old).
So I went and had a summer fling, came back and realized she was perfect, I took her out to lunch a couple of times, had picnic on Alki beach, even had a movie night over at her house. And turns out that we're "just friends" and she is into someone else, a bit older (20 years old), but I bumped into him in person in Bellevue and he resembles me and his personality is very much like mine. Asian, athletic, glasses, etc (oh, and hopeless romantic).
But she seems to be trying to keep me in her back pocket as a backup plan. She even got pissed at me and threatened to defriend me on FB if I didn't respond to her fb chat stuff (I leave my computer on and I go jogging, what am I supposed to do?).
I am absolutely in love with her and it made me feel so shitty that I tear up because I'm in this situation.
What do I do?!
I think I'll just go on and "chase cars" until I meet some meaningful.
:'(
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Sorry, just had to vent, I'm kinda pissed that she was just bugging me on fb, even calling me on my phone and angrily asking if I was pissed at her. It just feels like she's playing games with me and I feel like I have no control over the situation.
So I went and had a summer fling, came back and realized she was perfect, I took her out to lunch a couple of times, had picnic on Alki beach, even had a movie night over at her house. And turns out that we're "just friends" and she is into someone else, a bit older (20 years old), but I bumped into him in person in Bellevue and he resembles me and his personality is very much like mine. Asian, athletic, glasses, etc (oh, and hopeless romantic).
But she seems to be trying to keep me in her back pocket as a backup plan. She even got pissed at me and threatened to defriend me on FB if I didn't respond to her fb chat stuff (I leave my computer on and I go jogging, what am I supposed to do?).
I am absolutely in love with her and it made me feel so shitty that I tear up because I'm in this situation.
What do I do?!
I think I'll just go on and "chase cars" until I meet some meaningful.
:'(
[/rant]
Sorry, just had to vent, I'm kinda pissed that she was just bugging me on fb, even calling me on my phone and angrily asking if I was pissed at her. It just feels like she's playing games with me and I feel like I have no control over the situation.
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